Profoundly different energies are here NOW. I have always felt very in-touch with the Universe – very in sync, very in-tuned and very tuned in. Recently, something shifted. I felt that I was getting the opportunity to know the Universe even better (2020 keeps on giving in that way). When more is revealed, it can feel as if the unknown has increased and is surrounding us, but, Divine comfort in the unknown IS our most constant and truest embrace. We choose – either uncomfortable or Divine comfort. Divine comfort (True comfort in the unknown) is the vibration that leads us Home – where Everything is Known.
I’ve been processing this shift for more than a few days now and sitting with it and really feeling it. For me, it comes with tears; a new kind of tears for me – with a new kind of depth. I’m not afraid of tears, so they keep flowing, thus, allowing the feelings to be felt. These tears aren’t ones I would label, for that would diminish them in some way. I’ve always felt homesick here and didn’t know why until this year; but, this isn’t that. It is something else. I suppose the word would be merging. Something I missed is now here… but not quite assimilated so I miss it in a new way now. But – it’s here. I AM and I feel the embrace!
One thing is for sure – the heart is expanding, it is beating stronger, it is becoming more and making room for more. I don’t need or want to know anything more just yet, for I AM comfortable in the Divine Unknown – for it is really the only thing I truly Know and the Universe takes care of the Knowing in the most Divinely perfect “time” and Divinely perfect way! We each have our own beautifully Divine adventure! I am ever so grateful!
May All of our hearts beat ever-wider and ever-stronger! I Love you!
A simple and quite lovely truth – it is a magnificent time to be Alive! To live in the vibration of that simple truth is a choice. For the remainder of this year, it is crucial to remain in/return to that frequency as much as we possibly can.
Late November and December are ALWAYS filled with concepts about things we have to do/should do/always do/enjoy or cherish doing (even the old – would rather not do but do it anyway), etc. Let this year be what it has been all along – different. Let it be magical and creative and new in as many ways as you can possibly imagine. WE DECIDE if it is a great time to be alive … spoiler alert – IT IS A MAGNIFICENT TIME TO BE ALIVE!!!!!! Many wonders await us in the VERY near future. Perhaps a fresh approach to this busy time of year will do us ALL well!
There is a real temptation to be drawn into the concept of focusing on so many things we cannot do for the remainder of the year. That is a choice. There is another layer, another perspective, another dimension to consider… and that is rather personal for us all, depending on how we’re looking at the world right now and what reality fits for each of us. At the same time, a collective approach would do us well in more ways than some can yet imagine. An excited to be Alive and looking with fresh eyes approach will do us All well!
It can be challenging if we allow it to be as we come together while all feeling so different about all that we’ve been through in so many various ways, yet all in it just the same – together. May those challenges be turned away from as we turn towards the joy we can choose and the creativity we can tap into to make this time as special as it can be. We create the rest of the year – let’s do it well! LOVE in the form of Creativity and Joy will change the world!
There are 39 days left in the year. Whatever we choose to do with them, may they be filled with the ability to look with FRESH EYES that allow us to feel the Tingle of Life run through our senses…and beyond!
Below is a link to a post I wrote in 2014 called Fresh Eyes. This brought me so much Love, heart expansion and fresh perspective today that I wanted to share it with you! Sent with Love!
The biggest LIE that keeps the programming alive and working well is the blatant and constant barrage of propaganda orchestrated to keep you looking for answers elsewhere (outside of yourself)… to keep you from seeking the guidance that you hold within you… to keep you IN LINE (trusting the “experts”). You are designed in a way that is complete with the most beautiful perfection of holding the most perfect answers for YOU – within YOU. The outside stuff is so noisy simply to keep you distracted from the Truth of who and what you truly are (or to serve to awaken you to it – your choice).
The beautiful experience of quieting down all of the outside noise and truly hearing the voice of your own heart beat in a multitude of ways/dimensions is the greatest gift you can ever receive and it is yours for the receiving whenever you can embrace and accept it. You are connected to Source, which cannot be properly described through words… only felt through experience. Your experience!
2020 has had (and will continue to have) this beautiful way of serving to ripen us for this experience! As we are hit with so much information, so much noise, so much seemingly important nonsense, so much double speak and confusion, we must create/find that opening within us that allows us to journey towards Divine clarity. Ultimately, we will be led to Love. Don’t trust me – ask the Expert – YOU!!! I believe in a very near future where we will see people embracing this concept and blessing themselves and everyone and everything around them as they learn to completely trust the expert within! I Love you AND I am cheering YOU on! -S
There is one beautiful constant and consistent blessing found in all of the interesting challenges/circumstances/opportunities in and of 2020 – the push/nudge/impetus to go within. When everything “without” (external) appears the way 2020 has appeared, there is nowhere else to go – and what a blessing that is! If that “nudge” has been or can become your experience/constant companion, then that would make 2020 the greatest possible blessing – to serve to lead us to what we hold within.
By creating such a chaotic “environment” in the external around us, 2020 has excelled at pushing us to continuously ‘level up’ how we connect with what we can only find within. This entire year has been saturated with an absolute overload of double speak, contradictory “information” and division for a multitude of reasons whenever and wherever we look outside of ourselves – but not when we look within.
I recently found a draft I wrote nearly 6 years ago and never shared titled “The Universe Isn’t Trying to Annoy You – It’s Trying to Wake You Up” … I laughed when I saw it because that was 6 years ago – when it could be mistaken for “annoying” – we’re far beyond annoying at this point. The Universe always starts with a feeling, then a whisper, then a direct message, and from there it keeps elevating until it has to hit you over the head… but it keeps communicating and giving you the message in whatever way you insist – you can listen at the whisper or ask it for more – it’s always a choice. Personally, I enjoy listening to the feeling – it’s so gentle and delicate and beautifully detailed and it feels like co-creating that way – it has mystery and creation at the forefront rather than anything off-putting or too unpleasant and it becomes this trusting beautiful relationship that no words could possibly describe. Whatever relationship you have with the Universe – that is the relationship you have with Yourself… after all – you ARE the Universe.
This year is serving as a collective wake up call for us All. We may all be at various levels along that journey, but, we’re All on that journey in our own perfectly unique way. Listen deeply to what You have to say to Yourself. Do whatever it takes to quiet the external and let the Light shine bright from within so that You may understand it and shine it ever more bright for the world to see. The world needs your specific Light now more than ever and You need it too. Now is the time. It is happening. Just like when you arrive at your home after dark, you turn the lights on. We ARE turning the Lights on and our Lights will lead us home. The world will never be the same. A world filled with information (Light) from Source will change, and is changing, everything. Imagine what miracles await a world that has been blessed with a clear wake up call for All. A new dawn is emerging and we have so much in store for us. We can trust that the Universe wouldn’t go to all of this trouble for just another day. This is a truly miraculous time to be alive. Let’s get clear from the inside – looking for the Light and Listening to what the Soul is telling us – so that we may be ready and excited to Live this adventure well!
Wishing us All that beautiful Knowing from a place deep within that passes all understanding, eases all anxieties, wipes away all lower vibrations and spreads Love, peace and unity wherever we lay our attention and beyond. I love you!
Victims are easily controlled and divided. The controllers love it when we choose victim mentality… when we surrender our ability to co-create our own reality, and instead, buy (literally and mentally) into theirs. They have gone to great measures to convince us to believe in a stressed out culture full of gloom and doom and utterly lacking Love rather than imagining more and creating “miracles” for ourselves. I’ve co-created plenty of “miracles” in my Life – big and small and I plan to keep doing just that. Yes, some days are hard… but, we dust ourselves off and we remember more and more of who and what we are… AND we rise to any occasion! Soon, we will rise together in new ways as a culture focused on healing and uniting in Love!
In many pre-planned and strategically coordinated ways, 2020 appears to be screaming gloom and doom very loud in hopes that we won’t hear the truth brewing within each of us – that there is so much more to this Life (to say the very least) AND so we won’t feel the shift in consciousness that is absolutely happening. If you haven’t done so already, Love yourself enough to let go of how things used to be and any desire to return to “normal” – it never was! We never should have accepted any of it. The culture that has been designed to control us is not the truth and certainly not the way of the very near future.
We are living in extremely exciting times. We all chose to be here for this transition. We have a choice in how we will experience it – as victims or as Creators. Stepping in to our rights as Sovereign Beings is a choice we will be able to embody more and more as things continue to unfold. We are so much more than what they want us to know and they’ve done a great job manufacturing a sick society… the time is upon us to remember and awaken to All that we are and all that we will choose to Create together.
No matter how things look – there is something TRULY amazing heading our way… we must stay strong and allow ourselves to feel extremely excited about the future… let’s get quiet enough to feel it, vision it, focus on it with enthusiasm, align our vibration with it and draw it towards us with joy – after all, that is what a Creator does. We are Creators! Sent with Love!
Arrived full of Love
But soon enough acclimated to the vibration of fear
Found myself extremely frightened
of so many things they say are normal here
Certain family dynamics frightened me so
Kept me in that state where only fear could get in
Even butterflies and kittens
I would only watch from the other side of the door
But from the beginning of the cycles of fear
I remember something inside me saying ‘no that’s not true’
‘That won’t be my experience’ and
‘That’s not what I’m going to do’
Something in me began conversing with a Source of Energy
that didn’t laugh, but felt supportive, when I said I believed in more
Started spending my time visioning and calling in more
Declaring what I would do here and what I’d use this experience for
Even spent that day on the hillside avoiding trouble inside
I wouldn’t come in until a four leaf clover was by my side
It changed me to have it
But it was I who had infused it with the power of my belief
I now Know when I arrived full of Love
I did something big during those early years
Some type of grounding that would be there
For my return once I cycled through the fears
Once a child who prayed to never become bitter
No matter what was happening all around me
I grew into someone who valued hugs Love and connection
Much more than the abundance that has easily flowed to me
2020 pretends to be a thief
But upon peeling back layer upon layer
And facing the grief
It’s just a return to that Love from when I was a newborn player
I NEVER let the “big” people convince me of their limiting beliefs
I’m not going to start now no matter how things might seem
I AM going to keep on raising my vibration and imagining more
Until I hear the knock of my wildest dreams at my door
When our eyes are graced with wonder, the world reveals its wonders to us. There are people who see only dullness in the world and that is because their eyes have already been dulled. So much depends on how we look at things. The quality of our looking determines what we come to see.
John O’Donohue, Beauty: The Invisible Embrace
The holy instant the news of the California lockdown/stay at home order entered my reality (months ago now)… I knew I would never be the same… that very instant.
Upon hearing the order, my Soul had a visceral and intense reaction felt in my body and beyond… in a hard to explain way… it physically hurt to live in a world where the illusion of separation was being forced on us in such a strange and new way and I knew instantly that something nefarious was at work. The powers that be have always loved to divide and separate us in a multitude of ways… but this physical 6-foot thing was just ludicrous to me and seemed to suffocate my Soul in ways I cannot possibly describe. The idea of people being weaponized in each other’s minds, the thought of people entering hospitals alone, without their loved ones, the complete disregard for the many miraculous ways we are All connected to one another (seen and unseen), the utter disregard for one’s choices on life and death – the loss of sacredness of life/birth and death/passing (as they attempt to replace it with sterility), the fear (rather than truth of how amazing our bodies really are) being instilled rapidly and dangerously into the collective… the blatant lie being touted that we can be separate… there just are no words really… just… … … [this would be too long to say all I really feel] …
So, I got busy for a few days with various projects, creating an array of things to busy the mind… but the thoughts still crept in… I wondered about humanity and how others would be handling this and/or what they may be thinking about or doing to process it all. I realized that people would probably just entrench themselves deeper into whatever point of view or stance they already had… so, perhaps, if you always believe what the government tells you then you just do so even more now, if you blame the left or right for everything then probably even more so, if you trust the news, if you question everything, question nothing, seek truth, keep a closed mind, keep an open mind, etc., etc., etc., … whatever you are used to/comfortable doing would just be done even more so now… I thought that would be the case in those early days… but, we are well beyond a few weeks now, and I would very much like to hope for more from and for humanity now. Sometimes things are meant to change us – deeply.
Honestly, I couldn’t have come even close to imagining the actual changes I would go through during this time, or how true the knowing that I was instantly and forever changed had been. Many years back, I had my eyes opened to a few very important lies we were being fed about the food we eat/nutrition, health/medicine, illness/wellness and much more and I began to expand my own vision for a life well lived, etc. That led to many changes and several roads less traveled that I hadn’t ever pictured myself on before (to say the least). But, I sort of considered those lies or untruths I had uncovered to be innocent enough and perpetuated on us simply because they didn’t know any better at the time, etc. I didn’t focus on the root or cause/intentions. I focused only on the solutions, knowing and choosing to live in the manner that understands that whatever I focus on expands, etc. I wanted to expand the best of Life!
Awakening has been on my radar for quite some time now… just in other ways than the recent eye opening ways I had not yet considered. I was so intentionally focused on the light for so long that I would not look at the darkness. Well, now I have, and I am not one to dabble (not at all), so it’s been a dark night of the soul mixed with rounds and rounds and layers and layers of reckoning and piecing puzzles together, etc.
The truth is out there… seekers will find it…
It is also within us…
It only lives within us!!!
I am really not one to focus too much of my energy in an effort to convince or cajole others into seeing things the way I do… I’m more into inspiration, spark ignition, encouragement, love, great conversations, letting the writing come through and sending it out in love, etc. …I know that people can only see through the veil of their own looking and just exactly what they are ready for…
We are in extremely interesting times and we are here witnessing it, not by accident, but, by design. My understanding of my purpose in all of this is still making itself known to me as I continue to decipher things in ways that make sense to me and deepen my innerstanding of what it means to be here. For me, I gather and gather and gather, always taking time to ask and lean back and allow space for illumination, and, as I go, I co-create and inhabit a sort of hybrid that feels like truth for me/All – always keeping an open heart and mind and spirit that will allow for expansion and/or correction, etc.
If you’re still reading at this point, maybe you’re looking for a little nudge because you know there is so much more… so, here it is…
open your eyes a bit wider
make your heart a bit warmer
focus so your vision may become a bit clearer
expand your knowing so that you may live it
raise your vibration
all these things, done, in some way that makes sense for your highest good and that of the collective… we will inhabit the world we envision for ourselves…this illusion of a disgusting, sick, separate, sterile, disconnected world they are trying to force on us simply won’t do… it will crumble. We must envision more and then go there together!
The great awakening!
We are a collective!
As we learn and grow, our reality shifts and shapes around us. It is nothing short of a miracle! How exciting! Let’s think of it and see it that way. Let’s go! Sending you love and joy and the absolute refusal to allow fear near you in any way, shape or form!!!!
We are so powerful! All of us! That has been hidden from us! How that has happened is not what matters most right now. What matters most right now is that we step into our power. Some part of you knows that you are creating your life. You have envisioned things and then watched them come true countless times before. You’re not just living what life throws at you each day; you’re creating it – All of it. If you want proof, go within and ask… or lean back and look with open hearted eyes. You have done this. You will do it again! You are already doing it.
What the world needs now is for us to drop the limits that have been falsely placed on the visions we believe to be within our grasp. We are limitless. The only limits are the ones we place there. The reason it is so easy to place limits there is because that is what has been programmed into us to see. I won’t waste energy or time we no longer have writing about how it’s done or all the many ways it’s done (at least not today). I have a feeling those are becoming more and more clear to us each day now. I certainly hope so! I will, however, put my energy on my promise to you that you can vision more – bigger, better, more awesome than anything you’ve dared to see yet… I know this is true and I know that you know it too… it’s the truth inside us All. Truth has a frequency – you can feel it.
We must focus our attention on what we would like to see in the world AND we must get serious about making sure we’re reaching for the highest vibrations in our daily lives as we hold these visions that will become our future. We cannot arrive at any future that we did not first see in our heads. That is how it works… vision first… then reality. Over these past weeks of this current global situation, as my family and I have participated in various global meditations and tried to hold the vision of Earth and what we would like to see… so many things have become clear to me… and so many are still incredibly fuzzy.
It hit me like a ton of bricks one morning when I realized there are not many positive images out there (that is putting it mildly – it’s none really) that have been placed in our programming that show a beautiful future for Earth and our future generations… it is so easy to see the countless dystopian images we’ve been fed – the freaky Hunger Games scenarios and worse – usually lacking any personal identity, merged with technology in creepy ways and obvious slaves to the establishment of the time. That icky movie has been placed in our programming time and again and again and again and again. Super easy to picture. Well, DON’T! Remove it from your programming – look the other way. To do that, we must VISION better! We will have to make it up… it isn’t being fed to us. Let’s do it! Let’s go there! Vision it as if it already exists!!! Then, it will!!!!
I won’t pretend it will be easy (there is so much clutter to de-program)… but with the frequency of unconditional love and a return to our limitless selves – we can do it! What could be more important?! Let’s get excited about it. Let’s figure out how to do it (now, like it’s here… because it is). Let’s research and talk to each other about it. Let’s connect through our visions. Let’s bring them to life. Vision exactly how you would like to see things on Earth – well beyond anything we’ve seen in society so far!!! Let’s Adventure!!! It’s time! Now!!!!!!
That morning I mentioned trying to think of anything positive or lovely that has been shown to us in regards to the future… the only thing I could think of was Avatar … so beautiful, so connected to each other… then I quickly remembered it wasn’t Earth and why the humans were there, etc. Ugh. But at least there was a beautiful image I could hold onto for a moment. All I CAN DO is get busy seeing something BEAUTIFUL! I AM!
We have a collective power that is staggering to understand… we CAN call it in!!!!
Sending you unconditional love, abundant joy and outrageously imaginative energy today and always!